Why do I miss you when we’re apart, but when in a relationship - I don’t care.
Why do you insist on talking to me each day when there’s nothing to talk about?
Why does it seem that everyone’s always happier that we’re together than I am each time I return?
Why do I always return?
I honestly think it’s all just because you were my first boyfriend. There will always be a part of me that misses you, but you are a much better friend than boyfriend. I need to just grow balls. I think like a guy a lot of the time, why can’t I have courage like one?
Maybe mom will let me set up that archery range that I want in her backyard. I need to go shooting.
I should stop beating around the bush. Just leave. THEN I should give my followers permission to bitch-slap me whenever I even begin to consider going back. I don’t know. I won’t be happy if I stay. I’ll begin to hate him. Slowly, more each day.
Maybe I should let you people put in your two cents? If you want to, go ahead.
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