January 2011
Bad, then good.
_____1. You’re a fucker. Lied to me, now dating her. Bastard. I hate you. So much. You said you didn’t want a girlfriend. I just hate you. I don’t even know how to express my hatred and feelings. Goddamn it. Fuck you.
2. I’m going to freaking Texas! I get to visit my amazing Crouton!!!! Buying tickets, soon!
Post the First 15 Songs on Your Playlist!
1. Who Knows – Avril Lavigne
2. Don’t Stop Believing – Journey
3. Bitch – Meredith Brooks
4. Next Contestant – Nickelback
5. No Such Thing – John Mayer
6. Independent Woman Part 1 – Destiny’s Child
7. Too Little Too Late – Jojo
8. Je Cours – Kyo
9. Lady Marmalade – Pink, Christina Aguilera, L’il Kim, Mya
10. She’s a Rebel – GreenDay
11. Under the Bridge – Red Hot...
Yeah...he's mine.
_____And I’m not letting him go, this time.
Texas?
_____My sister might be letting me work on a computer to raise money to go visit Cesar in Texas! I’m so freaking excited! That would definitely be an adventure! I hope she lets me work on a computer, soon. I could be an owl for a weekend! lol. So freaking excited! This would be the best freaking birthday weekend, ever!!! I want to go so badly!
Crouton's Birthday is coming up.
_____So, I’ve totally fallen for the Crouton, again. Gonna send him and one of his friends cookies for his birthday/valentines. Maybe add a little extra gift. =) He says he loves me, so why not.
When Parents Text: Phone Charms →
This was my mommy! lol. <3
Hellz yeah.
_____Starting demi-pointe in two weeks. That is all.
Before school starts.
_____Not in the greatest of moods. I got close to Crouton again over this break, and he is returning to Texas tomorrow morning. It’s gonna hurt me a bit, but oh well. Will has deleted me as a friend AND blocked me on facebook. I don’t fucking get it. Whatever. I’m trying to get over him.
My mom text me asking if I was back with Crouton, yet. lol. She said she liked him. Makes me...
Maybe it will change.
_____Maybe a new year will bring out a new me, and a better me. Tomorrow, I’m just going to stretch, but Wednesday, I’m going job hunting a bit. Thursday, I get my speech book and a new bassoon reed. Let’s kick this pig.
