Scenario: You were handed a book from a friend, telling you it was a very good book. The cover is read leather. Out of curiosity, you start to read. A little ways into the book, you ask your friend what book it is and they say “Twilight”. Your reaction? Throw it at them and scream, “EWWWW!!!” But if I start to read it, I would know it’s Twilight as...
How often do you speak your mind? I speak my mind when I feel it is necessary. Ask me anything
If you were forced to pick four famous people to sit with for one day, which ones would you pick and why? I can only choose four?! I want to sit with the whole band of Tally Hall…and they’re five people. =( For singular people…Okay. First is easy. Julie Andrews. She’s amazing. Next would be…hard to decide. Robert Downy Jr might be a fun character....
Yesterday was actually pretty okay. Rough at the beginning, but pizza and friends made it better. We worked non-stop til nine. I kinda went into a mood for a while, but came out of it, eventually. After all the clean up was done, I went to Will’s house. His mom had given him cough syrup with codeine in it, and he was still feeling the effects last night. It was rather amusing. We were in the...
I just know today is going to be a long day…
Today was the boyfriend’s birthday. He spent a portion of it at his doctor’s office, and the rest of it hacking up a lung. He got a cupcake from his mom, an fm-transmitter/ipod charger from me, and a new ipod from his family. 16gb and it has a camera and speaker. he only has 4.3gb used…for all his music. And I gave him half of that music. lol. Anyway…. I feel so bad that he...
Is there a secret you’re keeping? Even from your closest friends? Well, if I was keeping a secret, would I be telling you? lol. Actually no. Pretty much anyone who gets close enough and earn my trust can learn whatever they want. I’m not much of a secretive person. Ask me anything
So many sleepless nights are catching up to me. I ended up going out to Queen Bean with Karina and got hot chocolate. That makes me act drunk. It’s amazing. Everytime. Almost never fails. We had fun in the a.m. Will was sick, been the worst day so far. I was supposed to stay and help for the high school honor band. I was so freaking tired. I just wish I could speak my mind and say it. I...
A Simple "Good Morning."
I’ve gotta fix this lack of sleeping problem I have had, recently. All this week I have not slept well once, and it’s making me sad. BTW, that girl from Beyer that wants to play bassoon finally got in contact with me. lol. We are supposed to start lessons this Friday, but I’m gonna cancel that and start next week since I have other plans this Friday, already. It’s during...
Just Say It.
Why can’t I bring myself to say it? One little phrase. He means a lot to me, and I guess I’m just afraid I’ll be fooling myself, again. Won’t I? =/
What’s your favorite thing about playing music? Up until recently, music was my form of venting anger. I could sit in my room and either blast my radio or play random notes on whatever instrument I had at the time. Now, music doesn’t mean as much to me, but I still enjoy playing because there’s just something about the bassoon that seems to keep calling me...
Do you believe in God? I don’t believe in the God that I was raised with, but I do believe there is some high form of power. I just don’t think there is only one god. There’s too much in this world for only one to take care of, no matter how powerful he or she may be. Ask me anything
Would you ever send anything to PostSecret? If yes, have you? If no, why? I have actually. Twice. Neither thing has been posted on the site or published in a book. Which, that’s perfectly fine with me. Just sending it in was like a weight off my shoulders. =) Ask me anything
You say you don’t believe in a heaven like most people do. What do you believe in? I believe in a type of heaven. It’s not so much a place that only the non-sinners can go. Anyone can get in if they try. I believe in reincarnation…to an extent, and any soul, or spirit, or whatever you may call it, must go back and try a different life to improve or if deemed...
His Sick Day. Letters.
So…Will was sick today, as I believe I mentioned last night. He missed band. I walked to his house after and stayed in bed with him for three hours before he left to his computer class, which he couldn’t miss at all. I know that in those three hours, he felt better. He acted like it, and sounded like it. All I did was lay in bed with him. Does that really help that much? Is that the...
So…I spent some time with Will, tonight. The usual. “Watch a movie.” lol. Anyway, he was coughing a bit, and I thought he seemed a bit warm, so I had him just lay there and rest a good majority of the time. Tried what I could to keep him cool. He said he felt fine except for the coughing, and insisted to bring me home, even though I said I could call for a ride. He won, brought...
I’m pretty glad I didn’t go to the Zeta Rho Chapter’s meeting with the alumni, today. I think they’re still going, and I wouldn’t want to be there. Definitely turning in my pin on Monday. I feel free. =)
The post from last night…was my friend Karina. Fucking Karina. She put me through a freakout. Not cool. She was just messing with me. Lame. Bastard. Anyway, I can’t help but worry about what Will and I really are. He really likes me, and I do like him, but I don’t know if he’s the one for me. But he’s so amazing…heh.
“Will you go putt-putt with me? I need you in my life, I think I’m in love with you Samantha!” Who was this? It wasn’t Will. I have a secret admirer…while I’m taken? And who would it be? So many questions…and no answers.
Who will win at the end, Peter or the Giant Rooster? I don’t watch Family Guy…although I do know what this is from, which is rather frightening. Anyway, just to throw a random answer out there, I’m gonna say the giant rooster. Just because it’s a giant rooster. Ask me anything
Leaving the Frat.
I have officially announced my possible leave from the fraternity, as of yesterday. No one wants me to leave, but I am tired of everything, and KKPsi is the first thing that can, and will, go. I’ve wanted to stop music for a while, now. Hopefully, this is the first step to take me back to sanity…and hopefully return the health that has been failing. Really, I should be getting ready...
Today, I saw “Leap Year” with my mom and sister. It was an okay movie. (I fail at spelling right now, and keep having to correct everything!) TYPO HOUR! lol. Anyway, we ran some errands, had dinner…all that jazz. It’s sad about my mom’s situation, but it’s nice to have her home, again. I missed her…a LOT! Anyway. Will came over when we got back from the...
So…this weekend was nothing like I planned. I was sick all day of Saturday, and a good chunk of today. Food poisoning of some sort…or so I think. Anyway. I’m home. I’m gonna catch up on the sleep I lost from being sick over the weekend. I think I love my boyfriend…and I’m gonna go to bed. Goodnight.
Good morning, everyone. I just wanted to come on and say, “hi.” I’m not sure how often I will be able to be on over this weekend, so hopefully when we come back, I have new mini stories to add to my personal adventure in life.
Just What I Needed.
Today was a day that I needed. Oh my. I went to school and hung out with Bari for most of the day. DunCan, Will and some other random peeps were thrown in there. Nico forgot his french horn, so Bari and I went with him to get it, then went to band. We then had amazing adventures during our break. She almost turned the wrong way down a one way street, and was driving like a maniac. We went to Toys...
who’s the best looking guy you know? That’s a hard one. Really, all the cute guys I know are running through my head, and I can’t decide. And yes, I think my boyfriend is cute, but obviously that is a completely biased opinion, so I’m not even considering him as one. =D Ask me anything
Chemistry!! Not Music!!
I didn’t have the greatest day of school today. MJC is retarded, and classes are overbooked and not enough of them. I had two chemistry classes and didn’t get into either one! I’m pretty pissed off. It seems as if the universe wants me to be a music major, but I refuse. If I have to prove my point, I will quit music, completely. I hate all this crap, and music is getting really...
Today isn’t even over, yet. Alas, here I am. I woke and showered, then went to Wal*Mart with my dad and sister. My friend Karina, A.K.A. Bari, came over, an is still here. Haha. Aynway. My plans for tomorrow were ruined. I wanted to go to Smoothie King with my ex and then do some chores before I went to a meeting and to dinner. Instead, I am hanging with my mom in the early hours, then the...
Start of My Fairytale
So, I’m Samantha. I like to blog a bit, but I tend to not keep it maintained very well. I’ve been spending my life so far trying to find a fairytale that I fit into. The “lifelong friend” fairytale kinda died when I moved from San José to Modesto, so now I’m trying to find a new fairytale to fit into. Woot. I’m a pretty interesting person, to say the least. My...